Could you stay my love?

Thank you, for at least, wanting to work things out. I just have to keep reminding myself, that everything is going to be okay. I just don't want this to be gone and disappear.

Everything is going to blossom again.
I know it.
I believe it.
Because in the end, we are just winging it..right?

Life isn't a movie.

Yet, Everyone expects you to smile and look strong.

I so amazed, that I put myself into these situations. I have so much to accomplished, and yet such little time. It's astounding how much I've grown,matured, and learned about myself. But even though, I'm proud about my achievements, I have this sense of drowning. I do so much for everyone else, and I feel like I fall to the bottom of the ocean in the process. Not breathing. But, I always try to swim back to the top, and live before it's too late.
The other day, I finally realized that I try to be this private person, which I'm clearly not. When I finally saw one of my secrets on Postsecret. I was so happy, that my many years of sending them in, that it was finally up there for the whole world to see. But, once I knew the everyone on the plant, who has a computer, could see my secret, and the whole time I just wanted to scream to the world, "THAT IS MY SECRET!!!" It's amazing that people send in their secrets, because they have no one else to tell them too.
I've also accepted that fact, that I can become a jealous person. I'm aware of this because when I hear that the one person I care about, has time to hang out with the boys/friends, and do homework, but somehow never have time for me. Sometimes, I feel like just telling him, and then on the other hand, I rather just say nothing, and have him be happy. Just seeing him happy, just makes me ecstatic . But once he leave, I have a sense that I will just be isolated, in the ocean, drowning by myself.

I'm afraid of who I am, and who I'm becoming.

I believe.

you're going to be my bruise.

Ying-Yang

We will never be the same.

"When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them."-Marylin Monroe

...I live by this quote.

Never back down.

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We're lovers! (;

I will never forget the weekend of May 15&16.
Life changing.

I can make your bed rock.

Is it June 26 yet?
I seriously can not wait to spend the summer with my lovely seester.
We both plan to dominate.
So watch out. (:

Mr.Mittens meow..

Especially when you call me so I can hear you wash your face and when you leave me voice mails that we should go on an ideal date. The best part of these moments is that I get to share them with my boyfriend and best friend, all at the same time. I've never been this happy before. Thank you.

Attention.

I officially have spring fever.
Watch out World.

Lets get physical...

You are what you eat.

There is nothing more satisfying then eating a juicy orange, after running for an hour and a half. After eating tons of tacos, for Taco Tuesday, of course, I felt so icky and was in desperate need of a little exercise. School is getting so stressful and hectic, that it was nice to just take time to better myself. Since, I am so busy I really don't have the time or effort to do that everyday, but change is good.

This melts my heart...

Be Unique.

Imagine.

"I'm a mess, I confess that I am nothing without you."

I'm getting a feeling of being complete. I never been this happy before, but I'm not questioning this sensation that I feel. I fear that this won't last for long, therefore I plan to enjoy it as long as I can.

I went from, I wishing and hoping, to now trying to believe that this is actually real.